My Love Failure Anubhava......

When I was in school, I had my first love,
There was nobody that compared to my girl
And nobody came between us or could ever come above
She had me going crazy, oh,
She woke me up daily,
She made my heart pound, 
She knows she got me dazing cause she was so amazing
And my heart was breaking but I just keep on saying to me "I LOVE My Girl"..

At the end of my schooling.....she left me, because "i am not doing well".....

When I was in Bachelor Degree, I had my second love,
There was nobody that compared to my girl
And nobody came between us or could ever come above
She had me going crazy, oh,
She woke me up daily,
She made my heart pound, 
She knows she got me dazing cause she was so amazing
And my heart was breaking but I just keep on saying to me "I LOVE My Girl"..

At the end of my Bachelor Degree.....she left me because "i am not doing well"....

When I was in Masters(not joking its true i completed my MCA and not more than that.....), 
I had my third love,
There was nobody that compared to my girl
And nobody came between us or could ever come above
She had me going crazy, oh,
She woke me up daily,
She made my heart pound,
She knows she got me dazing cause she was so amazing
And my heart was breaking but I just keep on saying to me "I LOVE MyGirl"..

At the end of my Masters.....she left me because "i am not doing well"....

finally MyAnubhava....

Girls don't Love simply....they want Something else from me that i am not able to give them....

finding what I Am...........

the fundamental basic point of life is..."to live" and no alternatives for this, how to live life is up to u....(every one knows this)

OK, let me explain "MyAnubhava"

everyday night before i go to sleep, i will get a thought that i have to do SOMETHING(no clarity) .......... i don't want to be a regular human being like..., get job...., earn money....., save money....,
even though it makes me happy.....

        but the word SOMETHING(no clarity) is making me to do more mistakes

and finally what MyAnubhava says about life is "Finding what I Am"

and i strongly believe that one day i will do Something(with clarity),that people like me can only do it........

Friends believe in  good Friendship.......
                        if i have MONEY....
Relatives believe in good Relationship...
                         if i have MONEY.......
well wisher believe in good Humanity.....
                         if i have MONEY......

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                                 "Siri"Vennala 

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